Monday, September 14, 2009
Bowling at Morningside
Today I volunteered at an assisted living facility with a separate Alzheimer's and dementia unit. I assisted with the Monday bowling league, which was a lot of fun. I met with the activities director to discuss volunteer work and career opportunities.
Thursday, August 6, 2009
Resume, again
SUMMARY OF SKILLS
Creative customer service professional seeking full-time
employment. Experience in office management and clerical
procedures including retail and service environments. Flexible
and dependable with strong work ethics. Demonstrated initiative,
enthusiasm, and ability to communicate ideas and resolve issues
with tact and courtesy. Key strengths include:
* Customer Relations
* Administrative Processes
* PC/Windows Proficient
* Organization
* Exceptional Judgment
* Non-Traditional Student
PROFESSIONAL EXPERIENCE
Drake Beam Morin, Inc. - Westminster, CO 2000-2002
Human resource solutions, including retention, development,
selection, and career transition services.
Office Manager / Technical Liaison / Client Services Associate
Provided full range of administrative support, servicing entry to
senior executive level clients receiving career transition
services at a career center.
* Increased client participation in technology-based learning
tools by creating marketing literature, forms, and efficient
library processes.
* Resolved hardware, software, communications, and office
equipment issues, performed troubleshooting, repair, and
maintenance. Worked closely with corporate Help Desk and local
technicians to maintain optimum resource performance.
* Reduced service call expenses by learning to effectively
troubleshoot and reprogram multi-line telephone system with 20
inter-office extensions and over 100 available voice mailboxes.
This virtually eliminated the need and cost for a professional
to come out for service.
* Assisted in coordination of opening two off-site career
centers, including property management relations, furniture
rental, and installation of computer and telecommunication
resources.
* Improved leadership and management skills by training new hires
and career consultants to support career center and main office
functions.
* Maintained superior client evaluation ratings. Recognized by
co-workers and clients throughout the region as a
knowledgeable, client-focused team player.
* Placed engagement calls for interim managing consultant while
continuing to perform all normal administrative duties.
* Developed presentation skills by introducing career transition
workshop participants to client services, providing office
tours, program descriptions, and individual and group
orientations. Increased consultant productivity and ensured
client awareness of resources.
* Ensured office operated at maximum potential by efficiently
managing multiple consultant calendars and coordinating
workshops, conferences, meetings, and special events.
* Developed strong client relationships through prompt and
appropriate resolution of escalated client concerns.
Assistant Project Coordinator
DBM/United States Olympic Committee Project 2001-2002
Coordinated Olympic athlete services tracking with project
committee and company project coordinators nationwide, portraying
a professional company image in a high profile environment.
* Assisted in modification and design of database templates,
determining program description information to include in
business referral documents.
* Accurately processed detailed information for eligible athletes
and prepared consolidated activity and value-in-kind reports.
* Improved and maintained Excel spreadsheets tracking athlete
data. Provided essential data used in the grand opening of the
Colorado Springs USOC Athlete Career Center.
LightSpeed Business Solutions, Inc. - Westminster, CO 1996-2001
Internet-based business solutions offering custom software
development and technology-based consulting.
New Business Development & Marketing Coordinator
* Provided marketing and operations support in product
development, website design, customer service, sales, and
internal operations.
* Developed and implemented strategic marketing tools in the
promotion of custom software, resulting in increased local,
international, and internet business relationships.
* Wrote and developed help documentation for custom software and
marketing materials used in targeted campaigns.
Scrap N Stamp Ink - Mansfield, OH 2002-2006
Paper arts and crafts retail store.
Retail Store Owner
* Entrepreneur and co-owner with experience in all aspects of
operations. Took courses and attended conferences to improve my
knowledge in business and creative ventures. This included
courses in computer knowledge, small business development, and
those relating to my artistic passions.
* Strong expertise with QuickBooks point-of-sale, office
machinery, phone etiquette, customer service, and computer
applications.
* Focused on customer service and professional performance as a
vital element of operations. Worked effectively with
organizations, not-for profit groups, schools, and private
clubs as well as with business contacts.
* Designed, scheduled, and instructed artistic project and
technique classes to small and large groups on and off-site
with enthusiasm and knowledge.
OTHER PREVIOUS EXPERIENCE
* Retail /Grocery-Cle Elum, WA and Hood River, OR
* Banking Services/Bookkeeper-Clovis, NM
* Continuing Education Courses
City Colleges of Chicago, Chicago, IL
Clovis Community College, Clovis AFB, NM
Front Range Community College, Westminster, CO
MILITARY SERVICE
United States Air Force
* Hospital Pharmacy Technician
Nellis AFB Hospital, NV
* Distinguished Graduate, School of Health Care Sciences
Sheppard AFB, TX
* Honorable Discharge (1986)
Creative customer service professional seeking full-time
employment. Experience in office management and clerical
procedures including retail and service environments. Flexible
and dependable with strong work ethics. Demonstrated initiative,
enthusiasm, and ability to communicate ideas and resolve issues
with tact and courtesy. Key strengths include:
* Customer Relations
* Administrative Processes
* PC/Windows Proficient
* Organization
* Exceptional Judgment
* Non-Traditional Student
PROFESSIONAL EXPERIENCE
Drake Beam Morin, Inc. - Westminster, CO 2000-2002
Human resource solutions, including retention, development,
selection, and career transition services.
Office Manager / Technical Liaison / Client Services Associate
Provided full range of administrative support, servicing entry to
senior executive level clients receiving career transition
services at a career center.
* Increased client participation in technology-based learning
tools by creating marketing literature, forms, and efficient
library processes.
* Resolved hardware, software, communications, and office
equipment issues, performed troubleshooting, repair, and
maintenance. Worked closely with corporate Help Desk and local
technicians to maintain optimum resource performance.
* Reduced service call expenses by learning to effectively
troubleshoot and reprogram multi-line telephone system with 20
inter-office extensions and over 100 available voice mailboxes.
This virtually eliminated the need and cost for a professional
to come out for service.
* Assisted in coordination of opening two off-site career
centers, including property management relations, furniture
rental, and installation of computer and telecommunication
resources.
* Improved leadership and management skills by training new hires
and career consultants to support career center and main office
functions.
* Maintained superior client evaluation ratings. Recognized by
co-workers and clients throughout the region as a
knowledgeable, client-focused team player.
* Placed engagement calls for interim managing consultant while
continuing to perform all normal administrative duties.
* Developed presentation skills by introducing career transition
workshop participants to client services, providing office
tours, program descriptions, and individual and group
orientations. Increased consultant productivity and ensured
client awareness of resources.
* Ensured office operated at maximum potential by efficiently
managing multiple consultant calendars and coordinating
workshops, conferences, meetings, and special events.
* Developed strong client relationships through prompt and
appropriate resolution of escalated client concerns.
Assistant Project Coordinator
DBM/United States Olympic Committee Project 2001-2002
Coordinated Olympic athlete services tracking with project
committee and company project coordinators nationwide, portraying
a professional company image in a high profile environment.
* Assisted in modification and design of database templates,
determining program description information to include in
business referral documents.
* Accurately processed detailed information for eligible athletes
and prepared consolidated activity and value-in-kind reports.
* Improved and maintained Excel spreadsheets tracking athlete
data. Provided essential data used in the grand opening of the
Colorado Springs USOC Athlete Career Center.
LightSpeed Business Solutions, Inc. - Westminster, CO 1996-2001
Internet-based business solutions offering custom software
development and technology-based consulting.
New Business Development & Marketing Coordinator
* Provided marketing and operations support in product
development, website design, customer service, sales, and
internal operations.
* Developed and implemented strategic marketing tools in the
promotion of custom software, resulting in increased local,
international, and internet business relationships.
* Wrote and developed help documentation for custom software and
marketing materials used in targeted campaigns.
Scrap N Stamp Ink - Mansfield, OH 2002-2006
Paper arts and crafts retail store.
Retail Store Owner
* Entrepreneur and co-owner with experience in all aspects of
operations. Took courses and attended conferences to improve my
knowledge in business and creative ventures. This included
courses in computer knowledge, small business development, and
those relating to my artistic passions.
* Strong expertise with QuickBooks point-of-sale, office
machinery, phone etiquette, customer service, and computer
applications.
* Focused on customer service and professional performance as a
vital element of operations. Worked effectively with
organizations, not-for profit groups, schools, and private
clubs as well as with business contacts.
* Designed, scheduled, and instructed artistic project and
technique classes to small and large groups on and off-site
with enthusiasm and knowledge.
OTHER PREVIOUS EXPERIENCE
* Retail /Grocery-Cle Elum, WA and Hood River, OR
* Banking Services/Bookkeeper-Clovis, NM
* Continuing Education Courses
City Colleges of Chicago, Chicago, IL
Clovis Community College, Clovis AFB, NM
Front Range Community College, Westminster, CO
MILITARY SERVICE
United States Air Force
* Hospital Pharmacy Technician
Nellis AFB Hospital, NV
* Distinguished Graduate, School of Health Care Sciences
Sheppard AFB, TX
* Honorable Discharge (1986)
Sunday, August 2, 2009
Bronze Change
I just finished coloring my hair - it's a warm bronze that brings out just enough of my natural red highlights and I'm pretty happy with it. I haven't colored my hair for a couple of years, so this is a deal to me. It is a muggy Sunday afternoon and I am interrupting housework for some me-time. Michael has worked on the truck this weekend and now I am washing the heavy car blanket.
I am excited to have recently volunteered for http://warriors4michael.com to raise money for medical expenses for a dear friend of mine's nephew. I will provide an activity for the kids: Felt Discovery Pages (see Classes).
I am excited to have recently volunteered for http://warriors4michael.com to raise money for medical expenses for a dear friend of mine's nephew. I will provide an activity for the kids: Felt Discovery Pages (see Classes).
Wednesday, July 29, 2009
There's more to me than that
So I've been complaining about how difficult it is to find a job. And whining about the tasks to be done around the house. But there's more to it. More is coming. I just wish I knew when.
I want more. More to fulfill my needs. I am not happy not working. I need to contribute.
I want more. More to fulfill my needs. I am not happy not working. I need to contribute.
I NEED A JOB!
SUMMARY OF SKILLS
Creative customer service professional seeking full-time
employment. Experience in office management and clerical
procedures including retail and service environments. Flexible
and dependable with strong work ethics. Demonstrated initiative,
enthusiasm, and ability to communicate ideas and resolve issues
with tact and courtesy. Key strengths include:
* Customer Relations
* Administrative Processes
* PC/Windows Proficient
* Organization
* Exceptional Judgment
* Non-Traditional Student
PROFESSIONAL EXPERIENCE
Drake Beam Morin, Inc. - Westminster, CO 2000-2002
Human resource solutions, including retention, development,
selection, and career transition services.
Office Manager / Technical Liaison / Client Services Associate
Provided full range of administrative support, servicing entry to
senior executive level clients receiving career transition
services at a career center.
* Increased client participation in technology-based learning
tools by creating marketing literature, forms, and efficient
library processes.
* Resolved hardware, software, communications, and office
equipment issues, performed troubleshooting, repair, and
maintenance. Worked closely with corporate Help Desk and local
technicians to maintain optimum resource performance.
* Reduced service call expenses by learning to effectively
troubleshoot and reprogram multi-line telephone system with 20
inter-office extensions and over 100 available voice mailboxes.
This virtually eliminated the need and cost for a professional
to come out for service.
* Assisted in coordination of opening two off-site career
centers, including property management relations, furniture
rental, and installation of computer and telecommunication
resources.
* Improved leadership and management skills by training new hires
and career consultants to support career center and main office
functions.
* Maintained superior client evaluation ratings. Recognized by
co-workers and clients throughout the region as a
knowledgeable, client-focused team player.
* Placed engagement calls for interim managing consultant while
continuing to perform all normal administrative duties.
* Developed presentation skills by introducing career transition
workshop participants to client services, providing office
tours, program descriptions, and individual and group
orientations. Increased consultant productivity and ensured
client awareness of resources.
* Ensured office operated at maximum potential by efficiently
managing multiple consultant calendars and coordinating
workshops, conferences, meetings, and special events.
* Developed strong client relationships through prompt and
appropriate resolution of escalated client concerns.
Assistant Project Coordinator
DBM/United States Olympic Committee Project 2001-2002
Coordinated Olympic athlete services tracking with project
committee and company project coordinators nationwide, portraying
a professional company image in a high profile environment.
* Assisted in modification and design of database templates,
determining program description information to include in
business referral documents.
* Accurately processed detailed information for eligible athletes
and prepared consolidated activity and value-in-kind reports.
* Improved and maintained Excel spreadsheets tracking athlete
data. Provided essential data used in the grand opening of the
Colorado Springs USOC Athlete Career Center.
LightSpeed Business Solutions, Inc. - Westminster, CO 1996-2001
Internet-based business solutions offering custom software
development and technology-based consulting.
New Business Development & Marketing Coordinator
* Provided marketing and operations support in product
development, website design, customer service, sales, and
internal operations.
* Developed and implemented strategic marketing tools in the
promotion of custom software, resulting in increased local,
international, and internet business relationships.
* Wrote and developed help documentation for custom software and
marketing materials used in targeted campaigns.
Scrap N Stamp Ink - Mansfield, OH 2002-2006
Paper arts and crafts retail store.
Retail Store Owner
* Entrepreneur and co-owner with experience in all aspects of
operations. Took courses and attended conferences to improve my
knowledge in business and creative ventures. This included
courses in computer knowledge, small business development, and
those relating to my artistic passions.
* Strong expertise with QuickBooks point-of-sale, office
machinery, phone etiquette, customer service, and computer
applications.
* Focused on customer service and professional performance as a
vital element of operations. Worked effectively with
organizations, not-for profit groups, schools, and private
clubs as well as with business contacts.
* Designed, scheduled, and instructed artistic project and
technique classes to small and large groups on and off-site
with enthusiasm and knowledge.
OTHER PREVIOUS EXPERIENCE
* Retail /Grocery-Cle Elum, WA and Hood River, OR
* Banking Services/Bookkeeper-Clovis, NM
* Continuing Education Courses
City Colleges of Chicago, Chicago, IL
Clovis Community College, Clovis AFB, NM
Front Range Community College, Westminster, CO
MILITARY SERVICE
United States Air Force
* Hospital Pharmacy Technician
Nellis AFB Hospital, NV
* Distinguished Graduate, School of Health Care Sciences
Sheppard AFB, TX
* Honorable Discharge (1986)
Creative customer service professional seeking full-time
employment. Experience in office management and clerical
procedures including retail and service environments. Flexible
and dependable with strong work ethics. Demonstrated initiative,
enthusiasm, and ability to communicate ideas and resolve issues
with tact and courtesy. Key strengths include:
* Customer Relations
* Administrative Processes
* PC/Windows Proficient
* Organization
* Exceptional Judgment
* Non-Traditional Student
PROFESSIONAL EXPERIENCE
Drake Beam Morin, Inc. - Westminster, CO 2000-2002
Human resource solutions, including retention, development,
selection, and career transition services.
Office Manager / Technical Liaison / Client Services Associate
Provided full range of administrative support, servicing entry to
senior executive level clients receiving career transition
services at a career center.
* Increased client participation in technology-based learning
tools by creating marketing literature, forms, and efficient
library processes.
* Resolved hardware, software, communications, and office
equipment issues, performed troubleshooting, repair, and
maintenance. Worked closely with corporate Help Desk and local
technicians to maintain optimum resource performance.
* Reduced service call expenses by learning to effectively
troubleshoot and reprogram multi-line telephone system with 20
inter-office extensions and over 100 available voice mailboxes.
This virtually eliminated the need and cost for a professional
to come out for service.
* Assisted in coordination of opening two off-site career
centers, including property management relations, furniture
rental, and installation of computer and telecommunication
resources.
* Improved leadership and management skills by training new hires
and career consultants to support career center and main office
functions.
* Maintained superior client evaluation ratings. Recognized by
co-workers and clients throughout the region as a
knowledgeable, client-focused team player.
* Placed engagement calls for interim managing consultant while
continuing to perform all normal administrative duties.
* Developed presentation skills by introducing career transition
workshop participants to client services, providing office
tours, program descriptions, and individual and group
orientations. Increased consultant productivity and ensured
client awareness of resources.
* Ensured office operated at maximum potential by efficiently
managing multiple consultant calendars and coordinating
workshops, conferences, meetings, and special events.
* Developed strong client relationships through prompt and
appropriate resolution of escalated client concerns.
Assistant Project Coordinator
DBM/United States Olympic Committee Project 2001-2002
Coordinated Olympic athlete services tracking with project
committee and company project coordinators nationwide, portraying
a professional company image in a high profile environment.
* Assisted in modification and design of database templates,
determining program description information to include in
business referral documents.
* Accurately processed detailed information for eligible athletes
and prepared consolidated activity and value-in-kind reports.
* Improved and maintained Excel spreadsheets tracking athlete
data. Provided essential data used in the grand opening of the
Colorado Springs USOC Athlete Career Center.
LightSpeed Business Solutions, Inc. - Westminster, CO 1996-2001
Internet-based business solutions offering custom software
development and technology-based consulting.
New Business Development & Marketing Coordinator
* Provided marketing and operations support in product
development, website design, customer service, sales, and
internal operations.
* Developed and implemented strategic marketing tools in the
promotion of custom software, resulting in increased local,
international, and internet business relationships.
* Wrote and developed help documentation for custom software and
marketing materials used in targeted campaigns.
Scrap N Stamp Ink - Mansfield, OH 2002-2006
Paper arts and crafts retail store.
Retail Store Owner
* Entrepreneur and co-owner with experience in all aspects of
operations. Took courses and attended conferences to improve my
knowledge in business and creative ventures. This included
courses in computer knowledge, small business development, and
those relating to my artistic passions.
* Strong expertise with QuickBooks point-of-sale, office
machinery, phone etiquette, customer service, and computer
applications.
* Focused on customer service and professional performance as a
vital element of operations. Worked effectively with
organizations, not-for profit groups, schools, and private
clubs as well as with business contacts.
* Designed, scheduled, and instructed artistic project and
technique classes to small and large groups on and off-site
with enthusiasm and knowledge.
OTHER PREVIOUS EXPERIENCE
* Retail /Grocery-Cle Elum, WA and Hood River, OR
* Banking Services/Bookkeeper-Clovis, NM
* Continuing Education Courses
City Colleges of Chicago, Chicago, IL
Clovis Community College, Clovis AFB, NM
Front Range Community College, Westminster, CO
MILITARY SERVICE
United States Air Force
* Hospital Pharmacy Technician
Nellis AFB Hospital, NV
* Distinguished Graduate, School of Health Care Sciences
Sheppard AFB, TX
* Honorable Discharge (1986)
Consideration
Up for consideration: Do I get my hair cut? Do I color it? Do I get my nails done? Do I shop for a new outfit? No. My hair is fine. It's just in a stage of growing out and if I want it long, I just need to wait. My color is fine. A few straggly grays remind me of what it took to get here. My nails are fine, all natural, and clean. My closet has more work outfits than I can count. I am fine. I am convincing myself. I write this blog for me.
Revisited
Blog entry 07 29 09
I am weary of the daily routine. What has changed since my last posting? Job-hunting is tiresome. Wouldn’t it be great to spend an early morning getting ready for an interview, heading out all spiffed up to greet the world with my enthusiasm and experience? I have tried walking the pavement, but even the fast food chains don’t take walk-ins anymore. You have to apply online everywhere. The grocery and drug stores want you to answer 50 generic questions to prove your integrity. The opportunities for office work are nil. Without a medical certificate, I am ready to be a waitress. My days are spent in an endless routine of mundane housework and computerizing, with an office-appropriate wardrobe collecting fuzz in my closet.
I am bored. I have something to offer. But the longer I go without a job, the less I am confident about my abilities. I know I can be a great attribute to a company, whether I’m answering phones or piecing parts or managing inventory. Maybe I am too diversified. Right now, I’ll take what I can get. But I can’t even get McDonald’s.
In my down time, I do the laundry and wash the dishes. My creativity is squashed with failure to produce anything of interest.
The cats keep me normal. Aspen, with her silky coat and quiet nature is calming to me. Vail brings me socks and washrags, meowing in questioning approval. AJ just seems to be everywhere, ready to be picked up and loved on. Loki sleeps on the bed, ready in a moment to search out the latest noise.
My son keeps busy with school, his finals being this week. The lawn needs more than a mowing. My girls are on their own, and I wait patiently to hear from them about their latest doings. Again, I am bored. And I want to get paid for it. I have something to offer, but the longer I search for a job, the easier it is to let the moments pass without creating something worthwhile. Sad.
I am weary of the daily routine. What has changed since my last posting? Job-hunting is tiresome. Wouldn’t it be great to spend an early morning getting ready for an interview, heading out all spiffed up to greet the world with my enthusiasm and experience? I have tried walking the pavement, but even the fast food chains don’t take walk-ins anymore. You have to apply online everywhere. The grocery and drug stores want you to answer 50 generic questions to prove your integrity. The opportunities for office work are nil. Without a medical certificate, I am ready to be a waitress. My days are spent in an endless routine of mundane housework and computerizing, with an office-appropriate wardrobe collecting fuzz in my closet.
I am bored. I have something to offer. But the longer I go without a job, the less I am confident about my abilities. I know I can be a great attribute to a company, whether I’m answering phones or piecing parts or managing inventory. Maybe I am too diversified. Right now, I’ll take what I can get. But I can’t even get McDonald’s.
In my down time, I do the laundry and wash the dishes. My creativity is squashed with failure to produce anything of interest.
The cats keep me normal. Aspen, with her silky coat and quiet nature is calming to me. Vail brings me socks and washrags, meowing in questioning approval. AJ just seems to be everywhere, ready to be picked up and loved on. Loki sleeps on the bed, ready in a moment to search out the latest noise.
My son keeps busy with school, his finals being this week. The lawn needs more than a mowing. My girls are on their own, and I wait patiently to hear from them about their latest doings. Again, I am bored. And I want to get paid for it. I have something to offer, but the longer I search for a job, the easier it is to let the moments pass without creating something worthwhile. Sad.
Monday, October 27, 2008
Flowing
So I'm wandering around the house this afternoon, the groceries shopped for, the house as tidy as I'm up to making it...and I'm looking for something to do. Something to fill those isolated places of time where I can't sit still, where I can't stop thinking about everything, much less focus on one.
Piddly stuff. Petting a cat, leafing through a magazine. It's just not enough, not fulfilling. I went into the guest bedroom to play the keyboard. I lasted 5 minutes at most. Took a bath. Pet another cat, too early for bed and too late to feel like starting anything new.
So I took the first page of 'cultivate gratitude' and started gluing fringe and yarn on. I don't knit or crochet. Maybe to some of the ones of you who do, you can compare the comfortable rhythm of hook to yarn to my happily gluing pieces of one thing onto another thing. Paper, rock, scissors.
A lazy Monday evening, dinner in my belly and not ready for sleep. What am I doing with this blog? What do I want to do? I want to inspire others as I am blessed with inspiration. I want to show that one person who needs it most at this very moment the fun of counting, coloring, feeling and knowing the mystery of creativity as it binds one to finding their truest self.
Piddly stuff. Petting a cat, leafing through a magazine. It's just not enough, not fulfilling. I went into the guest bedroom to play the keyboard. I lasted 5 minutes at most. Took a bath. Pet another cat, too early for bed and too late to feel like starting anything new.
So I took the first page of 'cultivate gratitude' and started gluing fringe and yarn on. I don't knit or crochet. Maybe to some of the ones of you who do, you can compare the comfortable rhythm of hook to yarn to my happily gluing pieces of one thing onto another thing. Paper, rock, scissors.
A lazy Monday evening, dinner in my belly and not ready for sleep. What am I doing with this blog? What do I want to do? I want to inspire others as I am blessed with inspiration. I want to show that one person who needs it most at this very moment the fun of counting, coloring, feeling and knowing the mystery of creativity as it binds one to finding their truest self.
Thursday, October 16, 2008
Rollin' along with my sticky back notes!
No truck today. No bother to me, though, as yesterday - when I did have the truck - became just a little to busy for me. I was in the car a lot, between errands, meetings and a doctor's appointment. My brain was really busy, too, planning projects .
Today was a day to unleash my creativity, skills, and tac an unusual amount of sticky notes randomly around the house as I tried to balance the household tasks with fun stuff. I'm easily distracted wandering through the house, as it seems every spot has stuff to put away, clean, repair or create something new for. You'd think with a large studio space I'd have all my ongoing projects in there, but the studio isn't organized as I like it, so I have collected items from here and there and have many projects going on. Here are some of the things I have written on sticky notes:
- Oil door hinges
- Get buttons for D's shirt
- Get batting and ulpostery tacs from studio for pincushion and wall art/message board
- Eat healthy
- Call cat rescue
- Wig Jar (I'm using a large pickle jar to hold my hairbands, painting an abstract face on the front - it's a self-discovery activity which I'll explain more when it's finished)
- Deep Breathing
- Sewing projects: balance with housework, jobhunting
- Ch. 3 Meditation every morning for one week straight (keep going!)
- Read Ragamuffin book
- Bring sewing maching, tape measure, velcro, notions to clubhouse.
What I find amusing is that as silly as it looks with simple reminders posted on the cupboards, the fridge, the door, the washing machine, this is a very helpful tool for me right now. It'd be easy to get discouraged looking at all the have-to's, but for me it's more of a way of organizing my time so I don't have to file all of it in my head (i.e. the task may not be done, but at least there's a note reminding me). Then, when I have five minutes here or 10 minutes there, I can make time for a specific task that might otherwise seem daunting.
Try to make some time today to unleash your creativity!
Today was a day to unleash my creativity, skills, and tac an unusual amount of sticky notes randomly around the house as I tried to balance the household tasks with fun stuff. I'm easily distracted wandering through the house, as it seems every spot has stuff to put away, clean, repair or create something new for. You'd think with a large studio space I'd have all my ongoing projects in there, but the studio isn't organized as I like it, so I have collected items from here and there and have many projects going on. Here are some of the things I have written on sticky notes:
- Oil door hinges
- Get buttons for D's shirt
- Get batting and ulpostery tacs from studio for pincushion and wall art/message board
- Eat healthy
- Call cat rescue
- Wig Jar (I'm using a large pickle jar to hold my hairbands, painting an abstract face on the front - it's a self-discovery activity which I'll explain more when it's finished)
- Deep Breathing
- Sewing projects: balance with housework, jobhunting
- Ch. 3 Meditation every morning for one week straight (keep going!)
- Read Ragamuffin book
- Bring sewing maching, tape measure, velcro, notions to clubhouse.
What I find amusing is that as silly as it looks with simple reminders posted on the cupboards, the fridge, the door, the washing machine, this is a very helpful tool for me right now. It'd be easy to get discouraged looking at all the have-to's, but for me it's more of a way of organizing my time so I don't have to file all of it in my head (i.e. the task may not be done, but at least there's a note reminding me). Then, when I have five minutes here or 10 minutes there, I can make time for a specific task that might otherwise seem daunting.
Try to make some time today to unleash your creativity!
Thursday, March 6, 2008
Dancing in the Woods
(Just rambling about my afternoon, because I over did it and re-twisted my ankle that I injured dancing at Inlet Harbor in Daytona a couple weeks ago - I need to baby it again)...
I spent a good part of the afternoon working outside today. A delicious 60 degrees (mmmmm!). This is the second year of helping God make dirt - the compost piles I've nurtured and turned are in different stages of composting, with the larger limbs and twigs set aside for our fire pit, and to help burn some of the excess leaves. I dug so easily into the soil - waking up big fat worms and oh, did it smell sweet!. By the 5th wheel barrel, the soil was just as good, but I was getting weak... I took frequent breaks between loads, sitting at the fire pit to enjoy the cheerful calls of spring bound birds, including a bright redheaded woodpecker. A neighbor cat came to show off how well he could roll in the leaves, and I also walked down to the creek twice, once with AJ kitty, and another with Big G, where they lapped up water that is trickling, thanks to our recent and needed rain. The dirt loads were put into one of the back yard beds I'm trying to get healthier. The hard red clay is quite a bit of work to turn, but little by little I'm seeing the fruits of my labor.
Michael got started on the pond and waterfall, and I am so excited about it. Last weekend I was busy inside, and he called me out and I was astonished...He hooked the hose up, flowing through a temporary fall, and the sound of the trickle was sooooooooo beautiful! I was speechless - with the drought, we have more time to work on it, and it's not going to start out as big as originally planned, but with time and effort I know it's going to be yet another sanctuary for me.
Ugh - I was going to write about my mother's influence on my love for gardening and my father's influence on being out in the great outdoors. I think I'll wait for now - my whole body is beginning to complain about my workout and I have to save enough energy to make dinner (Hot and Sour Soup with Tofu - especially for Michael because he's been fighting a cold all week).
I spent a good part of the afternoon working outside today. A delicious 60 degrees (mmmmm!). This is the second year of helping God make dirt - the compost piles I've nurtured and turned are in different stages of composting, with the larger limbs and twigs set aside for our fire pit, and to help burn some of the excess leaves. I dug so easily into the soil - waking up big fat worms and oh, did it smell sweet!. By the 5th wheel barrel, the soil was just as good, but I was getting weak... I took frequent breaks between loads, sitting at the fire pit to enjoy the cheerful calls of spring bound birds, including a bright redheaded woodpecker. A neighbor cat came to show off how well he could roll in the leaves, and I also walked down to the creek twice, once with AJ kitty, and another with Big G, where they lapped up water that is trickling, thanks to our recent and needed rain. The dirt loads were put into one of the back yard beds I'm trying to get healthier. The hard red clay is quite a bit of work to turn, but little by little I'm seeing the fruits of my labor.
Michael got started on the pond and waterfall, and I am so excited about it. Last weekend I was busy inside, and he called me out and I was astonished...He hooked the hose up, flowing through a temporary fall, and the sound of the trickle was sooooooooo beautiful! I was speechless - with the drought, we have more time to work on it, and it's not going to start out as big as originally planned, but with time and effort I know it's going to be yet another sanctuary for me.
Ugh - I was going to write about my mother's influence on my love for gardening and my father's influence on being out in the great outdoors. I think I'll wait for now - my whole body is beginning to complain about my workout and I have to save enough energy to make dinner (Hot and Sour Soup with Tofu - especially for Michael because he's been fighting a cold all week).
Friday, February 29, 2008
Nature Calls
Slept in this morning, then headed to the grocery store with a list, keeping pretty much to it, trying to lay off the white refined flour, sweets and carbs. Hubby and I had a good debate over 'diets' last night. His philosophy is 2-fold: 1) Not eating unless you are hungry and 2) Not eating beyond feeling full. Everything in moderation. I've been blaming my weight on my meds and moods, but I simply refuse to gain any more weight. I'm not grossly obese, but I'm 30 lbs more than the day I went into the hospital to give birth to my twins, and I can't afford a whole new wardrobe. The hike we took a few weeks back was enough to wear me out - I have to get healthier. I'm going to putter in the garden today and spread the compost (I've been helping God make dirt since we moved in, and the compost is incredible!) around my front bed. It's very pleasant outside, and I will just have to postpone the inside work because nature calls me to have my dirt manicure!
Thursday, February 28, 2008
Alive and Growing!
Spring looms just ahead in Georgia. My daffodils are blooming, tulips coming soon. Little signs everywhere as I walk in my sun-patched woods to the creek. You wouldn't guess from the ripple of water and loamy ground that we were in a high level drought.
When I go out in the morning to get the paper I feel my skin suck both the warmth of the sun and the crisp air refreshingly deep into my restless soul.
When I go out in the morning to get the paper I feel my skin suck both the warmth of the sun and the crisp air refreshingly deep into my restless soul.
Friday, February 1, 2008
Fluff
This is fluff: Ok, so I didn't leave any white space on my ATC's but I was pretty happy with them. If anything, for the PROCESS - anyone who knows me, that's what really matters. Took some pics, though, and I'll get around to posting them.
Today I took two rubberstamping/card classes in Lawrenceville. I was signed up for a third design class, but wasn't feeling up to staying for the later class. Bummer, I'm out $20 for that decision, but it was for my own well-being.
I was talking with someone last week and we were discussing my hangup with feeling vulnerable if I end up sharing too much about my self. It's easy enough for me to let loose on the keyboard and tell all. Most of us appreciate the therapeutic value of journaling. Thing is, one moment I'll feel totally free about sharing my weaknesses or a life lesson I learned, and the next moment I'll be deleting it and trying to come up with fluff. I don't want to be a fluffer.
I do, however, want to think about today and why I didn't stick it through that third class. Yes, I was feeling physically ill - I chose to listen to and nurture my body. But there's a lot more here, a lot of juicy stuff going on with me. It was monumental making the decision to leave. I made a well thought out decision to come home early. I enjoyed myself. I made dozens - probably 40 or so, of 'cutesy' cards. Having designed similar projects and taught similar classes at the store my mother-in-law and I used to own, I recognize that there are different types of stampers, crafters, artists, etc.. The designs were pretty much mainstream - adorable and fresh, the kind you can make and send to just about anyone without them raising an eyebrow. And it WAS a boost to my ego to think I've designed class projects as successfully as the big pros...I wasn't disappointed with the classes or instructors in anyway. Kindred Spirits...but: I am at a place that I have plenty of ideas, samples and materials to work with to come up with all occasion cards. What I am needing right now, artistically, is to experiment and immerse myself fully in the doing...like slinging paint across the wall with my hands, or seeing what happens when I use my heat gun for unintended purposes. Breaking the rules. Expressing myself, in whatever way I want to. I seem to have rambled and added fluff. Guess for now, I'll keep the fluff lens on. But I'll remember what my friend said last week: Sometimes it's not what you say but what you don't say. What am I NOT saying? That's between me and me. Hope ya'll have a good time reading between your own lines!
Today I took two rubberstamping/card classes in Lawrenceville. I was signed up for a third design class, but wasn't feeling up to staying for the later class. Bummer, I'm out $20 for that decision, but it was for my own well-being.
I was talking with someone last week and we were discussing my hangup with feeling vulnerable if I end up sharing too much about my self. It's easy enough for me to let loose on the keyboard and tell all. Most of us appreciate the therapeutic value of journaling. Thing is, one moment I'll feel totally free about sharing my weaknesses or a life lesson I learned, and the next moment I'll be deleting it and trying to come up with fluff. I don't want to be a fluffer.
I do, however, want to think about today and why I didn't stick it through that third class. Yes, I was feeling physically ill - I chose to listen to and nurture my body. But there's a lot more here, a lot of juicy stuff going on with me. It was monumental making the decision to leave. I made a well thought out decision to come home early. I enjoyed myself. I made dozens - probably 40 or so, of 'cutesy' cards. Having designed similar projects and taught similar classes at the store my mother-in-law and I used to own, I recognize that there are different types of stampers, crafters, artists, etc.. The designs were pretty much mainstream - adorable and fresh, the kind you can make and send to just about anyone without them raising an eyebrow. And it WAS a boost to my ego to think I've designed class projects as successfully as the big pros...I wasn't disappointed with the classes or instructors in anyway. Kindred Spirits...but: I am at a place that I have plenty of ideas, samples and materials to work with to come up with all occasion cards. What I am needing right now, artistically, is to experiment and immerse myself fully in the doing...like slinging paint across the wall with my hands, or seeing what happens when I use my heat gun for unintended purposes. Breaking the rules. Expressing myself, in whatever way I want to. I seem to have rambled and added fluff. Guess for now, I'll keep the fluff lens on. But I'll remember what my friend said last week: Sometimes it's not what you say but what you don't say. What am I NOT saying? That's between me and me. Hope ya'll have a good time reading between your own lines!
Monday, January 28, 2008
Blue, Blue, Green
Canvas + Acrylic. How hard did I have to make it? Three colors: Bright blue, Pool Blue, and Lime Green (Plaid Craft paint). Easy peasy, they are now drying on a piece of cardboard and I (think) I know what I'm doing next...I know better than to start any portion of a project at this time of night. 'Still got some kinks to work out, because I have this compulsion to incorporate the unusual or it doesn't feel like it has my signature on it. Hmm. Sounds like I need a nature walk. Funny the things God leaves for me to behold!
Color Therapy
How hard is it to make a background for an ATC? Rocket science, from the looks of my studio, and I'm still not pleased with it! I have this idea, bursting with lively blues and greens, but it's just not happening.
I close my eyes. Pick a color. Scribble a line. But I can't even choose the background material or the mediums...and trust me, I've mixed a lot in the last day. Canvas and fabric and watercolor paper and acrylic and dyes and pastels and funky rusty findings - with the aftermath of cutting boards, tools and adhesives all over one of my tables. Good grief. I should be counting my blessings I have so much space to spread out on.
I'm trying too hard and it's bumming me out. I'm frightened to be discovered a BAD artist. Or not worthy of calling myself an artist, or for a 'real' artist to label me an inferior or imagined 'self-taught' one. 'crafter', though I see neither as derogatory, only the attitudes I know exist - but that's another posting...heck, I haven't even got around to putting any pictures of my stuff on here yet.
My favorite pieces are the ones that challenge me, artistically, and, most often, VERY personally. Artistically, I get a kick defying the directions on a product: "Not suitable for fabric". Oh yeah, you should see my apron. "Do not dilute"...And yes, I do regret that I've inhaled a little more embossing powder than needed, but hey, I was MAKING something!
Back to the ATC background challenge...Why is this challenging me? Methinks it has a number of reasons, so I'll offer them here to ponder and see what I think down the road. First, I'm still new at this empty nesting routine. It's anything but routine, and my research shows I'm not alone. I'm rediscovering who I am. I'm not a stay-at-home-mom in the standard sense. I no longer own a paper arts and crafts store. I no longer manage an office, run the neighborhood pit stop or show the scouts how to make a woven basket from a paper sack (*note - remember that one, it could use a makeover, maybe miniature with different materials). What is the challenge? I know, I'm being pessimistic. At least I'm being honest. Again, I ramble.
Color Therapy. Blue and Green lines, splashes of lime. Leave some white. Leave some white. Leave some white. Eureka, that's it! I need to LEAVE SOME WHITE! okay, don't expect anyone else to get it, but I'm gonna go leave some white...
I close my eyes. Pick a color. Scribble a line. But I can't even choose the background material or the mediums...and trust me, I've mixed a lot in the last day. Canvas and fabric and watercolor paper and acrylic and dyes and pastels and funky rusty findings - with the aftermath of cutting boards, tools and adhesives all over one of my tables. Good grief. I should be counting my blessings I have so much space to spread out on.
I'm trying too hard and it's bumming me out. I'm frightened to be discovered a BAD artist. Or not worthy of calling myself an artist, or for a 'real' artist to label me an inferior or imagined 'self-taught' one. 'crafter', though I see neither as derogatory, only the attitudes I know exist - but that's another posting...heck, I haven't even got around to putting any pictures of my stuff on here yet.
My favorite pieces are the ones that challenge me, artistically, and, most often, VERY personally. Artistically, I get a kick defying the directions on a product: "Not suitable for fabric". Oh yeah, you should see my apron. "Do not dilute"...And yes, I do regret that I've inhaled a little more embossing powder than needed, but hey, I was MAKING something!
Back to the ATC background challenge...Why is this challenging me? Methinks it has a number of reasons, so I'll offer them here to ponder and see what I think down the road. First, I'm still new at this empty nesting routine. It's anything but routine, and my research shows I'm not alone. I'm rediscovering who I am. I'm not a stay-at-home-mom in the standard sense. I no longer own a paper arts and crafts store. I no longer manage an office, run the neighborhood pit stop or show the scouts how to make a woven basket from a paper sack (*note - remember that one, it could use a makeover, maybe miniature with different materials). What is the challenge? I know, I'm being pessimistic. At least I'm being honest. Again, I ramble.
Color Therapy. Blue and Green lines, splashes of lime. Leave some white. Leave some white. Leave some white. Eureka, that's it! I need to LEAVE SOME WHITE! okay, don't expect anyone else to get it, but I'm gonna go leave some white...
Rainbow
Sunday, January 27, 2008
When she was glad,
Nana & Poppa on the Ferry
How's this for a view?
Random at the Airport
Random moments - I love them! I ran across the following photos that I took last May when I was traveling to the northwest for a family reunion in Victoria, B.C.. The pics don't seem to fit with any of my scrapbooking projects, so I thought I'd use them here to (get back in the writing groove and) remind myself of the goodness in people. I had a bit of a wait at the airport on the return home. I was awash with all things fuzzy and feel-good, having giggled and sang and prayed and cried. While waiting, I wrapped my mother's hand knit maroon-pink shawl tighter around my neck and inhaled. I was bringing it to one of my daughters, a gift from her Nana that was smothered with prayers. Zoning out on the Downy-soft yarn, in the faint distance I heard my daughter playing her guitar. It wasn't a particular song, just a strumming that put me in a beautiful moment of gratitude for my husband, children, sisters and parents. I decided to 'follow the song', and was led to these two young gentlemen. I just had to listen. At first, I inconspicuously observed...and this is what I found:

Now ya gotta understand it wasn't easy to blend in, with this huge shawl around my shoulders. It didn't fit in my luggage, but was perfect for snuggling on the airplane. Not exactly a fashion statement, but who was I trying to impress? Trying to keep the tears from flowing, I decided to approach them. I asked if they would mind if I didn't sit a few seats away just to enjoy the music. When I started to explain that it made me think of my daughter, I just started bawling. Now I don't feel old at 43, but even now I wonder what these guys really thought of someone their mom's age bawling over their music, wearing a flannel hat, a big purplish shawl, and lola granola flip flops! As I recall, this guy was in his early twenties, married with children, military. His family is blessed - he was so nice to me, entertaining me with a variety of songs, with a special knack to come up with catchy silly tunes about anything and everything. What little I shared, he made up a song about me, about my daughter, about his life, about being in Afghanistan - he was at the same time a riot and righteous...like an angel sent to soothe my troubled heart in song.

The other guy, the one with the unruly hair and floppy hat reminded me even more of my daughter, his 'look', his style. He had his stories, as well, and it was, well, as my daughter would say, RANDOM! I spent probably a half-hour listening, then it was time to board.

I just chuckle to think back at the scene. How many people walked by, wondering if I was going to begin swinging my shawl around, dancing barefoot while one guy sang and played and the other did a drum-beat on the seat?
I could see my mother doing that. I could see my Grandma doing that. Why not I? I shall find my song, I shall dance in my dreams! (If anyone knows these guys, please tell them I'd like to thank them again for that random moment - they are proof positive of kind people in this world).

Now ya gotta understand it wasn't easy to blend in, with this huge shawl around my shoulders. It didn't fit in my luggage, but was perfect for snuggling on the airplane. Not exactly a fashion statement, but who was I trying to impress? Trying to keep the tears from flowing, I decided to approach them. I asked if they would mind if I didn't sit a few seats away just to enjoy the music. When I started to explain that it made me think of my daughter, I just started bawling. Now I don't feel old at 43, but even now I wonder what these guys really thought of someone their mom's age bawling over their music, wearing a flannel hat, a big purplish shawl, and lola granola flip flops! As I recall, this guy was in his early twenties, married with children, military. His family is blessed - he was so nice to me, entertaining me with a variety of songs, with a special knack to come up with catchy silly tunes about anything and everything. What little I shared, he made up a song about me, about my daughter, about his life, about being in Afghanistan - he was at the same time a riot and righteous...like an angel sent to soothe my troubled heart in song.

The other guy, the one with the unruly hair and floppy hat reminded me even more of my daughter, his 'look', his style. He had his stories, as well, and it was, well, as my daughter would say, RANDOM! I spent probably a half-hour listening, then it was time to board.

I just chuckle to think back at the scene. How many people walked by, wondering if I was going to begin swinging my shawl around, dancing barefoot while one guy sang and played and the other did a drum-beat on the seat?
I could see my mother doing that. I could see my Grandma doing that. Why not I? I shall find my song, I shall dance in my dreams! (If anyone knows these guys, please tell them I'd like to thank them again for that random moment - they are proof positive of kind people in this world).
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